I was as restless as I am tonight, but I was excited. I had a beautiful wedding dress I couldn't wait to put on, and I was about to get up in an hour to put it on in a beautiful bathroom with windows painted by D.H. Lawrence and marry my best friend at sunrise on a cliff in New Mexico. I'm so sad, but I also want to still honor this day as one of the most perfect days of my life, because it was. Even if I never could have imagined things being so drastically different now. Even if all that remains of this day is that dress hanging in a closet. Sigh. Remembering.
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